when things don't work out...

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When things don’t work out,

When everything ends up in the gutter,

What do you do?

You close your eyes,

Imagine it did,

Explore the different possibilities,

Smile because you imagine how happy you would have been,

Hurt yourself with thinking about how perfect everything could have been,

And then you open your eyes again to your painful reality,

Be momentarily knocked out by how you can’t change anything,

And go back to going through the motions.

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